Updated April, 2025
2/12 Afternoon Ruminations . . .
LOFT has felt so flat these past weeks, and I’m not sure what that’s about. But God is good: today Nord and I talked about his work helping students to have healthy devotional lives, and how that’s a prerequisite for healthy weekly worship. Then I found this quote while digging around some old sermon files: “We can do all sorts of things to try to generate vigor in our worship, but if we do not have fire for the Lord on Wednesday afternoon, how can we on Sunday morning?”
So maybe part of what’s going on Sunday is that our devotions before Wednesday rehearsal are so lame. All we do is a short prayer before we begin—a relatively contentless prayer of the “thank-youthankyou” and/or the “helpushelpus” variety.
If rehearsal is about preparing to lead worship well, how can we prepare without worshiping well ourselves?
It’s clearly going to take a commitment to plan something genuinely worshipful for Wednesdays. And it’s important enough to invest the time in, but I can’t do it all, especially weeks when I’m preaching. Maybe this is a Numbers 11 occasion.
To do: Give away responsibility for rehearsal devotionals to LOFT leadership.
3/7 More Ruminating . . .
We’re going to have to revisit the whole rehearsal devotions issue. The responsibility for planning and leading those fifteen minutes is clearly being passed around the LOFT circle. In principle that’s a good thing, but in practice it’s been pretty hit-or-miss. The first few weeks were alright—not great, but pretty good. Then this week the planners fell back on the standard Scripture snippet and a paragraph-length devotional twinkie from one of those mass-produced booklets. Completely disconnected from our lives and what we were there to do.
Why should this surprise me? If this whole LOFT enterprise is predicated on the assumption that leading worship isn’t something one can just “do”—that it takes some apprenticeship to learn it—why should rehearsal devotions be different?
7/18 Summertime Ruminations . . .
Rehearsal devotions went much better this spring than in past years, and it showed on Sundays. We need to remain intentional about and committed to this.